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Sunday, December 03, 2006 @ 1:04:00 PM I'm often bemused by people who writes diary and blog at the same time. Flanked by the desire (or maybe demand?) to fulfill public interest and observation and when all gets a little vexing, a diary to vent the real feelings. What is real and what is just said to pacify the common folks who frequent your blog, desperate for a succulent piece of your life stories. Sorry for the indiscreetness, but having seen numerous people nursing this exact same habit irks me. Was it just done to procure unbridled attention or really fueled by the need for some sort of self expression. If so, why the part about the diary? To keep the portion of yourself that is not up for speculation and not deemed glamorous for display so as to secure a public image the epitome of pulchritude and perfection. I don't know why I'm launching into this. Maybe that's why I'm been off-blogging for all these while. Two-sided things are enough in real life, much is appreciated if I don't have to deal with this again on virtual grounds. Things have been weird nowadays. In a sense that things happen without warning, nor within expectation. Kind of lost in these mad happenings and even felt like going back to the exam craze once in a while, where things were so expected and life was so synchronized. Surprising how when most don on the partying gear I'm still left with the vestige redolent of that period. Once hear a phrase that goes "when the world spins and leaves you with nothing, I will stand at the same spot with you". So who is that person who can really abandon everything he/she has and remain with you, even if its for a moment? Maybe the world will be more splendid if I stop these ridiculous questioning. Maybe. Filching a moment |