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Wednesday, October 10, 2007 @ 2:30:00 PM "I know this, because I was raised the Chinese way: I was taught to desire nothing, to swallow other people's misery, to eat my own bitterness. I know how it is to be quiet, to listen and watch. You can close your eyes when you no longer want to watch. But when you no longer want to listen, what can you do?" -AnMei Hsu, Magpies. life, is laughable, but laughing hurts(you got a weak stomach). party like you're the star(the piggy dances around felix), snapping photos like the moment will last forever(piggy and felix tgt), laugh like there's nothing more funny you've heard(hahahhhahhhaha), love like you've never had your heart broken(creak), cry(sobs), breaking the floodgate like having all emotions let loose(swwwwiiiiisssshhhhhh). I know what's carefree(whisper, kotex, lorry). I know what's like being in the limelight and having the attention everyone dreamt of having.(party like a rock star) I know what's the meaning of being spoilt for choices.(ehhh, sakae chicken rice or swensens floats) I know how it feels to be loved.(yea, you're always love by everyone, and i mean EVERYONE) I also know how it feels when everything slips away, and feeling like watching it from across the shore.(johor bahru and singapore?) I know how it feels to throw your hands up and walk away from life, knowing perfectly well you will be imprisoned with the memories of the good times.(I SURRENDERRRRr!) I know how it is to be doubted by everyone, to have even the closest person in your life thinking you like loneliness.(you good you win hmph) Take me to heaven, and throw me down from above, I won't stand to lose everything bit by bit so take everything away at one go.(this sounds familiar) I know very well, what goes around comes around, and luck drains away.(justin timberlake, my idol.. wooooo) I know. Do you?(yes i do) Whoever told me walking in the rain is refreshing is an idiot. I don't feel refreshed at all.(fine, i'm the one who told you that. so i'm an idiot now? that explains for everything written above) Queenmother of the western skies tells one not to lose their innocence, because enlightenment is the root to all grieve, but who's not forced to shed it. If you learn to caution against evil, does it mean you've turned evil too? And who will know how to laugh forever, living life like life's never let you down before.(well, it never did =)) random entry, don't take anything to heart. c'est la vie, looking forward to party the night away with TG which I somehow succeeded in asking them to crash. & shopping for clothes would be fun fun fun :) |